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...deep breath...exhale

Posted on Jul 27th, 2008 by Sidney : creationpoet Sidney
Well I have returned (to what, i'm not certain - perhaps just to this blog) and life has not gotten easier!  c'est la vie i like to say, but lately sh*t has sucked...

got laid off
at a crappy job
barely making ends meet


on the upside...gas has gone down 12 cents!!!  :-D  always a silver lining i suppose...AND I have internet access again (free i might add - and no, i'm not stealing from the neighbor, though i've been known to bum a signal now and then) which means i'm back to Gaia, and Gaia makes me smile

also, i'm writing again (in went through a dry period, perhaps the low stress environment i was in) which i think is because i'm extremely stressed out and need an outlet - and since i haven't run a mile or lifted in over a month, i have some built up anxiety, angst, frustration, energy, and creativity.

all that said, i'm going to take a deeeeeeee

eeeeeep breath

and eeeeexxxxxxhhhhhaaaalllllleeeeee

(until hopefully i pass out and can have that wonderful dream again - the one where i find money all over my house and stuff it under my pillow to find when i wake up)
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summa, summa, summa time....summertime

Posted on May 22nd, 2008 by Sidney : creationpoet Sidney
being a high school instructor (well, former high school instructor after tomorrow), i am glad to say that summertime has finally arrived, though for those of you who aren't living in Arizona or any southwestern state for that matter, summer may be far away for you still...in any case...

back to the summer project, which is to make a porch swing/bench...

i decided, while it is ambitious being that i am not a carpenter, i want to make something else too...

of course, i haven't thought of anything other than a bar - which we currently have - its just beat up and has become a storage space.

any suggestions?

right now i'm looking at making an outdoor bar....out of beverage cans. 

thats right folks. a bar made from cans - it can happen.
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friggin' frigidaire

Posted on May 15th, 2008 by Sidney : creationpoet Sidney
Ok, so todays "how to" is how to fill your fridge without emptying your bank account...

the only problem is i'm not sure how to do that.  when you buy healthy, its really really really hard to buy cheap.  I think its because to buy healthy, most of the time you have to buy in bulk, or its not worth it. 

two weeks ago my lady and i (new "health" grocery list in hand) hit three major supermarkets and dropped about $400...FOUR HUNDRED DOLLARS!!! for two people - it seems ridiculous

the upside: i'm eating healthy, am proud of myself, and feel great....

the downside: the ol frigidaire is looking empty again


THAT said, if you have any 'techniques' (for lack of a better word) on how to buy healthy AND cheap, then PLEASE LET ME KNOW

Below you will find the basis for my grocery list...in case you were interested. It comes from a newsletter I subscribe to as part of my "stay in shape" plan that will hopefully last the rest of my life.   I will blog about my workout routine and how i lost 10lbs of fat while gaining all at once 10lbs of lean muscle (in 5 weeks).  Best routine i've ever had, and it never gets boring!  anyway, i digress, here's the list via article

 

My Top 55 Lean-Body Foods to Build Muscle and Lose Body Fat

by Michael Geary - Certified Nutrition Specialist, Certified Personal Trainer

In most of my Lean-Body Secrets Newsletters, I like to provide a healthy snack or meal recipe that not only is delicious, but also helps to get you closer to that hard-body appearance that everyone is looking for. In this article, I'd like to give you healthy food ideas in a different way. This time, I figured I'd just give you some ideas of what I stock my fridge and cabinets with.

Remember, if you don't have junk around the house, you're less likely to eat junk. If all you have is healthy food around the house, you're forced to make smart choices. Basically, it all starts with making smart choices and avoiding temptations when you make your grocery store trip. Now these are just some of my personal preferences, but perhaps they will give you some good ideas that you'll enjoy.

Alright, so let's start with the fridge. Each week, I try to make sure I'm loaded up with lots of varieties of fresh vegetables. During the growing season, I only get local produce, but obviously in winter, I have to resort to the produce at the grocery store. Most of the time, I make sure I have plenty of vegetables like zucchini, onions, fresh mushrooms, spinach, broccoli, red peppers, etc. to use in my morning eggs.  I also like to dice up some lean chicken or turkey sausage into the eggs, along with some swiss, jack, or goat cheeses.


By the way I'm talking about whole eggs, NOT egg whites.  Always remember that the yolk is the most nutritious and nutrient dense part of the egg, so only eating egg whites is like throwing away the best part... and no, it's NOT bad for you because of the cholesterol... eggs actually raise your GOOD cholesterol.  Try to get free range organic eggs for the best quality.


Coconut milk is another staple in my fridge. I like to use it to mix in with smoothies, oatmeal, or yogurt for a rich, creamy taste. Not only does coconut milk add a rich, creamy taste to lots of dishes, but it's also full of healthy saturated fats. Yeah, you heard me...I said healthy saturated fats! Healthy saturated fats like medium chain triglycerides, specifically an MCT called lauric acid. If the idea of healthy saturated fats is foreign to you, check out my
healthy fats article


Back to the fridge, some other staples:

  • Cottage cheese, ricotta cheese, and yogurt - I like to mix cottage or ricotta cheese and yogurt together with chopped nuts and berries for a great mid-morning or mid-afternoon meal.
  • Chopped walnuts, pecans, almonds - delicious and great sources of healthy fats.
  • Whole flax seeds - I grind these in a mini coffee grinder and add to yogurt or salads. Always grind them fresh because the omega-3 polyunsaturated fats are highly unstable and prone to oxidation, creating high levels of free radicals in pre-ground flax.
  • Whole eggs - one of natures richest sources of nutrients (and remember, they increase your GOOD cholesterol so stop fearing them).
  • Nut butters - Plain old peanut butter has gotten a little old for me, so I get creative and mix together almond butter with sesame seed butter, or even cashew butter with macadamia butter...delicious and unbeatable nutrition!
  • Salsa - I try to get creative and try some of the exotic varieties of salsas.
  • Butter - don't believe the naysayers; butter adds great flavor to anything and can be part of a healthy diet (just keep the quantity small because it is calorie dense...and NEVER use margarine, unless you want to assure yourself a heart attack).
  • Avocados - love them...plus a great source of healthy fats, fiber, and other nutrients. Try adding them to wraps, salads, or sandwiches.
  • Whole grain wraps and whole grain bread (look for wraps and bread with at least 3-4 grams of fiber per 20 grams of total carbs).
  • Rice bran and wheat germ - these may sound way too healthy for some, but they actually add a nice little nutty, crunchy taste to yogurt or smoothies, or can be added when baking muffins or breads to add nutrients and fiber.
  • Leaf lettuce and spinach along with shredded carrots - for salads with dinner.
  • Home-made salad dressing - using balsamic vinegar, extra virgin olive oil, and Udo's Choice oil blend. This is much better than store bought salad dressing which mostly use highly refined soybean oil (full of inflammation-causing free radicals).


Some of the staples in the freezer:

  • Frozen fish - I like to try a couple different kinds of fish each week. There are so many varieties out there, you never have to get bored.
  • Frozen berries - during the local growing season, I only get fresh berries, but during the other 10 months of the year, I always keep a supply of frozen blueberries, raspberries, blackberries, strawberries, cherries, etc. to add to high fiber cereal, oatmeal, cottage cheese, yogurt, or smoothies
  • Frozen veggies - again, when the growing season is over and I can no longer get local fresh produce, frozen veggies are the best option, since they often have higher nutrient contents compared to the fresh produce that has been shipped thousands of miles, sitting around for weeks before making it to your dinner table.
  • Frozen chicken breasts - very convenient to nuke up for a quick addition to wraps or chicken sandwiches for quick meals.
  • Frozen buffalo, ostrich, venison, and other "exotic" lean meats - Yeah, I know...I'm weird, but I can tell you that these are some of the healthiest meats around, and if you're serious about a lean healthy body, these types of meats are much better for you than the mass produced, hormone-pumped beef and pork that's sold at most grocery stores.
  • Grass-fed steaks, burgers, and ground beef - Grassfed meats have been shown to have as high as, or even higher levels of omega-3 fatty acids than salmon (without the mercury). Also, grass-fed meats have much higher levels of conjugated linoleic acid (CLA) compared to typical grain-fed beef.  I recently found an excellent on-line store where I buy all of my grass-fed meats now (they even deliver right to your door in a sealed cooler) - www.healthygrassfed.2ya.com

Alright, now the staples in my cabinets:

  • Oat bran and steel cut oats - higher fiber than those little packs of instant oats.
  • Cans of coconut milk - to be transferred to a container in the fridge after opening.
  • Various antioxidant rich teas - green, oolong, white, rooibos are some of the best.
  • Stevia - a natural non-caloric sweetener, which is an excellent alternative to the nasty chemical-laden artificial sweeteners like aspartame, saccharine, and sucralose.
  • Organic maple syrup - none of that high fructose corn syrup Aunt Jemima crap...only real maple syrup can be considered real food. The only time I really use this (because of the high sugar load) is added to my post-workout smoothies to sweeten things up and also elicit an insulin surge to push nutrients into your muscles.
  • Raw honey - better than processed honey... higher quantities of beneficial nutrients and enzymes. Honey has even been proven in studies to improve glucose metabolism (how you process carbs). I use a teaspoon or so every morning in my teas. Yes, it is pure sugar, but at least it has some nutritional benefits... and let's be real, a teaspoon of honey is only 5 grams of carbs... certainly nothing to worry about.
  • Whole wheat or whole grain spelt pasta - much higher fiber than normal pastas
  • Brown rice and other higher fiber rice - NEVER white rice
  • Cans of black or kidney beans - I like to add a couple scoops to my Mexican wraps for the fiber and high nutrition content. Also, beans are surprisingly one of the best sources of youth promoting antioxidants!
  • Tomato sauces - delicious, and as I'm sure you've heard a million times, they are a great source of lycopene. Just watch out for the brands that are loaded with nasty high fructose corn syrup.
  • Dark chocolate (as dark as possible) - This is one of my treats that satisfies my sweet tooth, plus provides loads of antioxidants at the same time. It's still calorie dense, so I keep it to just a couple squares; but that is enough to do the trick, so I don't feel like I need to go out and get cake and ice cream to satisfy my dessert urges.
  • Organic unsweetened cocoa powder - I like to mix this into my smoothies for an extra jolt of antioxidants or make my own low-sugar hot cocoa by mixing cocoa powder into hot milk with stevia and a couple melted dark chocolate chunks.

Lastly, another thing that's hard to go wrong with is a good variety of fresh fruits and berries. The staples such as bananas, apples, oranges, pears, peaches are good, but I like to also be a little more adventurous and include things like yellow mangoes, pomegranates, star fruit, kumquats, pineapples, papaya, and others. Also, strawberries, blueberries, raspberries, blackberries, and cherries are some of the most nutrient and antioxidant-dense fruits you can eat.

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forgiveness

Posted on May 13th, 2008 by Sidney : creationpoet Sidney
i am working on forgiveness.  not the kind you are probably thinking of though. unfortunately for me, i am the one who needs it (must earn it?)

can one earn forgiveness?
 
i suppose that is the question i've been silently asking myself, driving to work every morning with the radio off and the windows cracked, listening to the mechanical hum of cars passing me (i drive with cruise control set at 68mph).

i haven't done the worst thing in the world, but i've done something bad enough to nearly lose the best thing that ever happened to me (yes, my lady).  and i already know what most of you are thinking, "just don't be a dumbass, and everything will work out." 

well, its too late for that. i made a donkey of myself and am suffering the consequences, which would be much much worse if Destiny wasn't such a wonderful woman. 

long story short, she's trying her best to forgive me.  but i dont see it happening any time soon.  i'm trying to figure out how to earn her trust again, and help her forgive me...and help me forgive myself. 

in a situation like this...time is a friend, and all at once a foe.

c'est la vie
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adverbs

Posted on May 6th, 2008 by Sidney : creationpoet Sidney

Arts and crafts is a favorite past time of mine, its wonderfully entertaining and can occupy a sufficient amount of time if you're bored.  I have about 3 million projects half finished b/c i'm never quite satisfied with them but this one only took me about ten (and i can't even call it a project since its so simple). Anyway, if you are looking to create something, this is a good time:

How to make a pig pop-up card


Right now i'm getting my how-to's from "WikiHow.com"  Its the lazy way to learn.  :)

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keeping in touch with my creative side

Posted on May 5th, 2008 by Sidney : creationpoet Sidney
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i've come to realize i dont know everything.  not recently, but some time ago i realized this...i think i was about 15 or 16.  since then i haven't really made an effort to try and know more, i was just content with not knowing. 

well today is a new day my friends and in en effort to better myself and the people around me (who have to listen to what must be boring conversation) i am making a list of five new things i learn every week, whether it be the average temperature in Fiji, or converting polar coordinates to rectangular coordinates...(which, for some reason i already know how to do. don't ask.)  anyway, here is #1 on the list this week:

today i learned:

how to build a porch swing

This will be a summer project for me...hopefully it will only take me a week, but its something i plan on doing.  

If you have any other suggestions on fun stuff to build for a new house, then please let me know.  I will have three roomates, and we like to make shtuff.  :)

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